:O RAAAALLY.

so , freshmen poster WON! i was screaming my head off, and now my throat hurts ALOT.
&& lydia paek ! AGHHH, she sings good :)

besides the rally, there was nothing interesting during my day.
i had a sub in english ! :D but he was freaky.
and SERIOUSLY, i had like a bajillioon tests this week and next monday D:
and i dont like studying .

great expectations.

ok , i didn't know that an AP BOOKREPORT could be so boring -___-

soo, how was my day ?
it was fine. just alittle frustrating.
i mean , i'm over it.
but like, it's still so hard .
UGGGGH , and btw. i'm just procrastinating my apbr right now .
HAHA , i cannot believe it's due tomorrow D: and the test is on thursday ? AGGH .
i am gonna be SO BUSY this weeek.
class commitee . english (freaking . -___-x) . math (probability . ew .) . bio ( AGH . ) espanoool .
stupidstupid highschool.

aaaand, i just found some reallly addicting songs.
like , i just can't stop listening to them !
cause RACHEL ! mentioned 1,2,3,4 in her blog.
so i was liek hmmm . ill listen.
and now it's so addicting ;)

AGHHH , the new BBF is out !
i waaaanna watch it.
but i can;t -_____- crap.

efffffff, i

pokerface.

that song is STUCK in my head.

sooo , today . i went to linda's birthday and it was funnn .
we went iceskating ! and i really suck at that -__- ahah .
andtheen, we watched FIRED UP ! i swear , nastiest movie .
it has all REALLY awkward scenes to watch .

dude , i have no idea waht to do..
i am SO over guys .
and i REALLLY wanna watch the next boys before flowers !
AGHHH . hurry up .

dude , i have so much homework -______-x
great expectations questions and ap book report .
math homework , that makes no sense .
bio homework , that i hate so much .
english vocabulary , that is just so boring .
spanish workbook && ic3 studying . AGGGH , effing .

guys succcck.

hola .

effff . today was awkward.

idknow . i don't like anyone now ! but now , i wanna go to sadies .
i heard it was the last one EVER o.o ? idknooow , but i just wanna go . but i dont feel like paying.
HAHAHA , wow. that sounds so weird.

AGGH , so like. i dont know what to do.
i just wanna have fun now . BUT I CANT , cause school sucks bad .

i need help in like EVERY SUBJECT.
i love having substitutes , but they don't teach for CRAP. AGGH .

ohweeeell, now it's the weekend ! yay. ;)

pisssed.

daaaang. effing . AGH.

i realllyrealllyreallly wish my life was like boys over flowers . D:<

so i think i'm gonna get over him soon, cause i don't think it's worth it to feel like this ALLTHETIME .

soo .

i have been sitting around doing nothing for a whole day .
seriously , it's not fun. i dont get how those computer gamers do it .

i think i have like, no life. cause, all i've done today , is just computer . and listen to music
AGH , stupidstupid.

ok, i'm tired . HAHA.

valentine's daaay .

aka. singles awareness day . HAHA, i love that name .
i feel like, if i go to sleep ; then everything that happened today will go away .

but, i'm not tired . and i just drank a caramel macchiato . so ; i dont think i'll be tired for a while ..
SO, today .was just HORRIBLE . that stupid THING at afterschool -___- god, that PERSON should be so sorry right now. cause, if he's not. he is seriously heartless; freaking yelling at me for NO APPARENT reason ! but, i have people i vent to, so i feel muchmuch better ;)

AGH, still. there's this feeling inside that i can't explain. i hate feeling vulnerable and lost. but, everytime i think about THEE GUY , i wanna be with him and i wanna talk to him . and it honestly hurts. i have no idea what to do. TODAY, i felt the first pang of jealousy . -___- it absolutetly sucked. i HATE this, yet. i can't hate him D;

and the GUY , im into is like SO freaking moody . D:
HOWCOME , they can't make a mandatory "understand girls 101"? it's not THAT hard , gosh. yet guys are clueless.

i dont wanna be like this D; at ALL. i hate it . i hate checking my phone every five minutes, waiting for a text . i hate waiting around for him to sign on . i hate looking for him whenever i get the chance . i hate thinking about random topics, just so i can get a chance to talk to him . i hate sneaking a glance at him every time i look in his direction .

why do guys NOT get it ? it makes it so hard for a girl, i swear.

AGGH , stupid .

GUYS ; are the plain freaking definition of stupid . -___- i swear .

they're like SO AGGRAVATING . geeez.
they send mixed signals . -___________-
and they act like they're your BESTFRIEND , and listen to you .
then , they act like they're your WORST ENEMY . who doesn't give a craap . D;

i hate today .
besides, it's friday the thirteenth .
i officially hate today . GOOSH .

i want boys before flowers to be real lifee . D;
i want to be geum jandi .
i want to have a goojunpyo . ( who looks like kimbum ;] )

i wanna screeam at the top of my lungs .
i wanna freaking tell you off .
i wanna hug you .
i wanna get to know you .

i'm done . HAHAHA , i feel better now . ;)